LOSS OF LIFE

Let me turn into dust
if I don't have life for lust.
I lost you before I should find you
See if time could bind you.
How can i feel great with ill fate
When time has defeated me at all rate.
Mirror jokes at me
walls mocks at me
To see me helpless on all ground
and ask for you  all round.
I lived for all
without thinking for my own soul.
It is hard for a man in despair
To think of repair
even his tears  rolls from eyes
To pacify the agony of his mind.